...Juz Wana Discard my Thinkings...
boring
java paper over, ti kam alot .
ren de en yuan ke yi zhe mer yong yi hua jie de mah. shui xiao de.
Phew.~
maths paper over.finally.although it wasn't very pleasant and i haven't got much confident i c
could pass but still i have at least tried. To all who took the same paper, lets juz leave it to god
and pray for a miracle.lolz wahahaha. forget abt the paper and the next shall beeeeeeeeee
OOPM JAVA o.O. wootz!
So Dead
only studied 2 1/2 chapters of my maths for the whole day..wow...dats how much i slacked...
tml's the last day to chiong...gona go sch and camp late...need some discipline back..haha..
FARKING SIAN AH
STUDY FARKING SIAN AH! Sibei sian ah!!!!!!!! maths is killing me -.- ...-_-"
really regret nvr listen in class for maths -.- " now so hard to catch up .....let me pass this
semster and i shall be more attentive in class in future ~_~
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Woo?
Hmm...kinda sorted out that i m seriously gona stop playing tml and start studying. simply can't
study during weekends.And Yes Someone told me : the 1st step is realising it and the 2nd is to
make it to an action. lolz...nice try ah... can't wait for the HoliDaYSss to CoMe, gona meet up wif
alot of ppl. miss u guys man. So meanwhile...= wish me luck for my studies T_T. lolx.
Sinned
slacked the whole day, nvr study . muahahaha 4 more days. thats it la lolz.
Study Break?
Happy for Gavin for he found his new life.Hope he find his self soon. If thats the lifestlye u wan,
be happy with it. Today suppose to study,but no mood sia. Rather tidy up my room and place
all the notes in order 1st den presume study. Whoever did say that poly was slack can go bang
the wall, this end of semsemster exam's feeling like the "O" lvls period. Once u flank , all is
gone,lost. i Still remembered the seconday days when i used to flank every test and buck up
during exam,but still not very good.haha. Well, gona play game awhile and hopefully be able to
do some studying. lolz.
This is the Day
Cutted my hair....things gona be refreshed for me...no more being made use of ,
no more hesitation.I sometimes wonder if i trust ppl too easily,maybe i trusted the
wrong person.Though still quite upset abt it, abit hurting but this is the realistic world.
Nice people will nvr be rewarded,only the bad will.Gona be hard, juz hard.no more soft to be
allowed, lao mao bing.
Nice 1 la
Overslpt sia..no point going for maths remedial liao...lolz today ji dao bo lang go lesson sia.all
going for idea nia...zai la~ juz woke up,as usual still look very slpy.Gona need some sleeping pills,
any1 has them?=x for me? XD
WooHoo.....
Today skipped the whole school lesson to do my lj stsc assignment...went down at 4 to finish up
and hand in...not alot ppl left in class sia..only saw
amanda,elsie,jaslyn,gavin,jake,bash,ky,kl,daniel,chris and wei qi nia. can count 1 sia the number
of ppl lol..now only left IDEA =\ stupid prototype bo do -.-" bo bian use back or edit the old one
liaoz...= this afternoon recieved a shocking call from Mr Patrick Pang my maths tutor asking to
go down for remedial tml 10a.m in the morning.wah seh liao~ but nvm he so enthu i all the more
muz go.this kinda teachers hard to find liao, espically in poly sia. Pang u roxs lah ! Somehow i am
slowly getting back my form .hehe =)
Nice 1 la
Overslpt sia..no point going for maths remedial liao...lolz today ji dao bo lang go lesson sia.all
going for idea nia...zai la~ juz woke up,as usual still look very slpy.Gona need some sleeping pills,
any1 has them?=x for me? XD
Wah sibei shag,today went school juz to finish up the audio assignment den came home...wanted
to do stsc which is due tml but feel so tired..off to bed...hehe =x Then still got IDEA prototype
due on Friday...sia la....hmm....exams are coming...gone be having a hard time since i nvr listen
to classes.Well,will see how it goes.Can't wait for the holidays to come. =8D~~~~
Wana discard my Thinkings..
Recently i been thinking alot....really alot....about everything...Lately i haven been myself for
the past few weeks...feeling very uncomfortable...its been a stoning period for me...i could even
get past a sch day without toking much....NoT really sure wads wrong wif me though...but 1
thing for sure is i been feeling really uncomfortable with some people in sch...Juz dun get why
there's people who doesn't understands the principle of mutal respect...i m sure everyone knows
dat when u 'r toking to someone,u muz tok 2 them eye wif eye level or at least face them..Maybe
because those people thinks i m lecturing them during project times when i ask them to do some
things....as if i really want to do that if they wun really dat slack....image the whole projects being
pushed to me only...and i haf to see their faces of disatifiations.Not even a word of appreciation
instead more cold and hostile responses u get,if u are unhappy wif me juz come and tell me.
Thats the kinda of poly life for me.yeah.wow hur?
Many things had happened during these few weeks...not enfu sleep,no mood to go to sch,being
lied to,stressed out at projects. Seriously i been very slack cos i always do things at the last
minute,i wonder if i gona pass my Maths this time round.
Really need a long break to smoothen myself back to my oldself.
Need some time to think,some space,some air.
Finally...
Finally my blog is up after a couple of weeks....wana thank
LiZhen for her help throught out
that midnight and
Elsie for her help for the final editing. =P thxs alot.lolz..
Duno y i decided to start a blog too,see so many ppl blogging like machiam so fun lidat, so also
wana try lolz..=.=Although its not perfected yet,but at least it has some decent basic looks of a
blog la.=x hahaha well, enjoy...=)