ah Nothing seems to go right these few days.Com reformatted alot of things missing.Been slacking alot while looking for part time jobs, haven been studying at all after monday. i guess tml MMMI's gona be a tough one for me.Couldn't get to study as worries couldn't stop coming , heart aches , lost control wadeva needa take things slowly yeah.Gona help edmund n jun wei soon for their satay business, hope everything goes successfully.Hopefully i can get a suitable job, lots of event coming up.yupz.Tell me when u'r free, u noe who u r, hope to chill wif ya someda.yeah.and of cos to all my friends n peeps, i always make time for all of u. =)

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  quote "Affairs of The Heart/Hinderence"  ¶ 2:15 PM 0 comments

  24/9/05 Went to catch " The Longest Yard" midnight movie with tock,neo,shawn and tracy, it was absolutely fabulous.Makes me itch to play sports again...when i see they turn their body carrying the amercian football..reminds me of dribbling with the basketball...i miss basketball yeah...feel like playing basketball but well...i lost touch haha...haven't really touch basketball for 6 yrs.Reminds me of sec one when i was in basketball, Coach Alan told me the school dun approve of C-Division Boys dat year so he asked me to join other cca,no point training 2 years without competitions.Thats how i ended up in Boys Brigade in sec 2 haha.Ever since then, i hardly touched basketball.Same goes for soccer which i was madly in love with during primary school.In poly, i was into tennis until that there isn't any coach to coach us,thats so pathetic SP tennis club.So me tock and neo got sick of it and became inactive soon after.Now i suddenly feel like playing ice hockey or normal hockey.hmm...at the same time neo wants to take up breakdance which i been considering for a long period of time, wanted to upgrade myself can't stop at hip hop all the time.But my friend told me breakdance got side effects which i wun disclose here but i'm still keen on learning some of the basics yeah.Realise so many things i tried but nvr stay commited to any of them for a long period of time.It just shows that i haven't found my world yet.I like design stuff too espically abstact art but it seems like i dun haf the discipline to keep practising ha.Recently seeing the quality of my work doesn't makes me proud of it at all, somehow i have lost my style.I guess its time to start to recover it back espically next semster when i'm taking Design Asthetics.So someone please slap me awake and motivate me to stop my slackish lifestyle hahaha juz kidding, this kinda stuff i have to do it my own.I'm feeling moody recently or maybe whenever i'm doing nothing without any particular reason or maybe i just lack of sufficient sleep.

Gd day all.  ¶ 10:36 PM 0 comments

  bored its 6a.m now and i haven slp.dam bored and dun feel like sleeping.so blog alittle even though my blog skin doesn't look appetising to me anymore and i am planning to do my own one if i have the time.Today had TBCM, really something like General Paper, should be able to pass la only not so sure of one question which was worth 20 marks...hahaha 1 paper down, 2 more to go MMPJ on monday and MMMI on friday but i'm still slacking.Today passed the remainning 5 cds of fruit basket to RST and she got an exam the next day.I hope u were studying and not watching them when i called u at late evening lol..if not i sure dam guilty..hai shi ren ler !!! all the best for ur exams la, i not like someone keep saying i fail.>.>Then went back to ict block waited for jun wei and edmund,then shortly later join godpa,godma, lionel and shawn for dinner at geylang lorang. i 1st time go geylang eat sia, sadly the seafood there suxs.But one interesting thing we saw was a signboard high in the middle of the shorthouses named " Gay World Hotel " i was like wtf and i actually took a picture of the signboard with my handphone.can't imagine wad ppl do in dat hotel and i nvr intend to go find out.

off to bed. nitez all gd day tml...  ¶ 5:45 AM 0 comments

  Her Its 5.45 a.m in the morning, haven gotta to bed..yes i confessed to her...but somehow she prefered to stay single...she treats me as good friend...i was upset and disappointed.Still i have to respect her decision,it was my fault getting the wrong hints too anyway.Even i myself have no idea why i like her so much , the feeling just come out of nowhere, slowly when i got to know her better, we had so many common interests and similiar stuffs in common.Who knows, she could be the one but somehow it didn't work out...She really caught my eyes whenever she's in school.People whom know me should know i didn't really wana get serious with girls to start off with but she's different from all the rest of the girls i known so far.She really made me wana get serious with her,She said i had an exotic taste to like her since she's not those normally cute n gentle girls.If i see her face and i feel good and i am comfortable with her, thats all matters to me.Suddenly i felt so lost but didn't feel like giving up.I'm a stubborn guy, i dun like to give up on something i like.I know she reads my blog and if you are reading this, i just wana tell you i meant every single word i said to you...

Happy Lantern/Mooncake Festival all... ciaoz...  ¶ 5:30 AM 0 comments

  Happy Birthday hahaha...my birthday juz passed...Friday my classmates all bought a cake for me and jaslyn to celebrate our birthday, hers is on 9 Sep whereas mine is on 10 Sep Saturday.Then they takes turn to smash the pieces of cake on my face, hair and body -.- " and i got smashed over 10 times . amanda smash twice !!! ran around the school haha chasing them to get revenge lolz. then came back from gems followed by finished up my video. My two mei's gave me a foreverfriends cup hahaha, so cute thxs to them i got my 1st present of the day :D .While waiting for Edmund i went down to third level computer lab and saw the girl who told me she would look weird in formal but she didn't when i saw her.hahaha, i actually wanted to see her in formal on dat day and at the end of the school i am surprised i could came across her.hahaha then asked my classmates to helped her in her java but sadly didn't completely helped her solve her java problems .lolz year one's java are getting harder.

Next day met my cousin at causeway point swensen and had a little chat then went to westmall to meet Lionel followed by going to godma's place.neo tock qs and small gabe came with godma and godma not forgetting yati celebrated my birthday. Came home and my brothers gave a cap for my birthday. Yup that ends my birthday of this year, althought kinda boring and normal stuff but at least they remembered my birthday and those who msn/sms/called me to wish me happy birthday, thxs for remembering. =) gd day all ...  ¶ 3:34 AM 0 comments