heya Hi all, haven blog for some time hmm...been bz lately....we won the 1st round of dota competition..yeah...but we did alot of mistakes though...right now feeling a mixture of happy and sad...happy cos i get to tok to someone who i met while doing my vdip practical and she is cute man...got to noe she's same course as me but 1 year my junior...ah seh....happy becos i get to clear up some nonsensical misunderstandings with someone....but felt abit sad n hurt in the heart...i still have my men's pride...one thing is perharps i expect too much from her and another girl,yesh indeed i expect alot from my friends...thus causing all these unnecessary misunderstandings...but somehow sometimes...i felt like i need some attention from them as though my existance proved something to them...i do need to be felt appreciated at times...i noe its weak to feel dat way but i'm getting sick of bothering and caring for people whom dun even bother about my existance.Sometimes i wonder maybe the only cure for my so called " insomia" would be calling a girl to talk every night...it seems dat my best friend used to do dat...haha...could "she" be the one?...I gotta find out fast before its too late...gd day all tml.  ¶ 2:55 PM