hmm.. yesterday was neo's birthday...went fish and co. with them to celebrate his bdae.we got him a

super expensive white colour quiksilver belt lol.today was suppose to meet xinyi to get bdae

presents for 2 of our frens but she got church at 4 and she called me at 9a.m to woke me up -_-

now i can't get back to sleep.Now wondering what m i gona do for the rest of the day.hahahaha

was watching Prince of Tennis,very inspirating anime.It makes me reflect on where has all my

dreams and ambitions disappeared to,come to think of it i have stopped my dancing for quite

some time and tennis club hasn't been doing much lately so i slacked in tennis too.i gave up on

basketball at secondary one since my secondary school didn't had C-division boys to begin with

and that kills my mood.Soccer was wild for me during primary school times and sometimes

during secondary school times but hasn't been catching up for quite some time hahaha.So wad

am i left with? gaming. yesh. which i intended to get out of it for a long time but seems hard

haha.Even got invovled with some dota competition in terms of helping out a friend.Until now i

still have not obtained the spirit of enjoyment while fighting the strong,but still we grow fighting

the strong.At the same time,too much gaming will waste all my glory youths away hahaha.One

thing i can't stand is people who think they are dam pro and keep boasting about their

proness,humble is very important i tink for all sportsmanship.Although whenever u do gd at

something,there will be people who hate u out of jealousy and when u do bad,people will also

hate u for being so useless.So no matter what,there will always be people disliking u,dats y if

even u'r humble,there will still be people disliking u no matter what.This hatred is they

themselves who wants to hate u and not u causing them to hate u,man i really find dat so

childish.Wish those people wake up soon.Hating someone can be unhealthy too,requires extra

effort and temper to hate someone.SO i choose not to hate anybody and i did it . =) I am really

grateful to have classmates like edmund and jun wei to share the same thoughts as me.They

made me feel there's still youth to enjoy in poly.Of cos not missing out tock,neo and qs who have

been wif me throughout my life journey.Many people came to my life,some stay some left,it

may seems normal but to me,a stubborn guy who doesn't noe how to let go always bothered

myself with thoughts like i wonder how this n this is doing and i could hardly go tok 2 them since

i never really tok 2 them much.i guess this is one of the factor which caused my insomia at

night.Yes maybe what the 2 girls always said to me was right," I tink too much" but i noe wad

kinda person i am and its not like i would stop thinking so much as i like.  ¶ 3:59 AM