passion today was a boring day for me,thought that i can rest at home and do some schoolwork,but instead i didn't had the mood to do anything, somehow slogged at my bed...i was thinking about what can i do for her at this point of time.i felt like as though i had a cursed fate, alot of girls i met always come very close to me at first but slowly part me , wonder what did i do wrong to get all this. she was sad indeed, but didn't let me comfort nor share her sorrows.If only i knew...i will be sure to accompany you till the end...but now i'm not even confident if we could go back to our old times...perservere....

well, was thinking of designs for my DEAE most likely the topic " my area of hobby/interest" , was wondering wads my focus interest or hobby, as a matter of fact i had none.I like dancing,singing,acting,design,gaming,sleeping,fixing models(like gundams),used to be tennis,quite interested in hockey,used to be soccer and basketball,wanted to join some fighting sports like takwando when i was small but nvr join in the end.Somehow i had little interest for alot of things but have no absolute interest in one particular thing,slowly i deprove in all of them.

I can still remember the times in secondary school when i can spent hrs everyday drawing in my room but now i hadly do dat.still remember the times during primary school when i play soccer wif gabriel lin everyday after school, i was the elite crosser during those days.Still remember the times when i was quite accurate wif my shooting in basketball during lower sec.Still remember the times when i chorographed wif the guys our dance moves during sec 5.Still remember the times when i was totally nolife gaming in singapore darkages during sec 3.Still remember the times when i was offered to act as a role in a school play during my literature lesson times.But now i'm nothing but an absolute slacker.  ¶ 2:51 AM